When is winter?

What up.

I hope everyone is doing well. As Greg would say, its hotter than a nun's @&#%. Today's day time high was 31, and with the humidity it felt like 36. Grrrrrrrrooosssss. I must say that I am adapting to the heat a little bit, but its clear everyone in Toronto has been living with this heat for a long time. Assholes. I went out to get some food today and people were actually walking around, riding bikes, and enjoying the hot weather. I left my apartment for a total of four minutes, just enough time to get my ass a sandwich and get the fuck out of the sun. What a bunch of crazy people. Its 36 fucking degrees! Stop what you're doing and hide in a freakin' basement or something.

After my brief visit with Mr.Humidity I returned to my apartment to "cool down". Yeah, not going to happen. I have one little window and no AC. I'm fucked. My idea of cooling down is eating a bowl of ice cubes while sitting in front of the open fridge, wafting air like I'm Science 8 or some shit.

It has only gotten worse.I guess God forgot to turn off the oven or something, man, because at 11pm it was still 30 fucking degrees. That to me is just plan wrong, it should not be possible. When the sun goes down, it is supposed to cool down, its just how shit works. I'm not a smart man, but I know the basics. The SUN is a large star. The SUN is very hot. Earth rotates in orbit around the SUN. After the SUN sets the MOON comes out. The MOON is not a large star. The MOON is not hot. So what the hell is going on here!? The Moon didn't get the memo or something.

Haha, ok, I think you all get the idea, I don't like the heat.

Suck it up buttercup.

Everyone drinks AriZona iced tea out here. You know those giant cans that say '99 cents' on them, but the fucking corner store charges you two bucks? Yeah. They got all kinds of the shit out here. They got Arizona Iced tea, Arizona Green tea, Arizona Green tea with pomegranate, Arizona Green tea with ginseng and honey, Arizona Green tea with a little Arizona pee-pee. They got it all. So I recommend that everyone starts drinking this shit because clearly it's the next big thing.

I still have no place to live for July. I still have no job. I still have not started school. I still have no idea just what the fuck I'm doing here.

As I have said before, moving out here and starting from scratch is the most difficult thing I have ever done. It's a challenge that I'm not sure I'm ready for. I can't really explain exactly whats going through my head right now. I guess a little doubt, for sure. I guess some of my days are better then others, just like everyone else.

I'm just trying to stay sane. I'm just trying to believe. I'm trying.

More to come, stay tuned.